A New beginning
Well I broke up with Adam. The shit was just getting way too deep for me. Consider me a bad person, I don't care. It just wasn't for me. I'm not ready to move in with someone after 8 days and live a life where I have to be with someone I barely know 24/7. I found someone else though. He's 100 times better then Adam, and he makes me extremely happy. His name is Shaun. He lives in Cartersville, Ga which is a couple of hrs away but he was willing to come see me and be with me Monday. We snuggle, kissed, and he slow danced with me *blushes*. I love feeling his arms around me, and I love looking into his beautiful brown eyes. I can look into them all day. My friend Holly was over here at my house helping me fix up some stuff to take to her place to cook for her & her man and me & Shaun. She asked me if we were dating now and I told her I wasn't sure, to ask Shaun. He told her we were and I yelled out so he could hear me... that I didn't recall asking to be anyone's gf. Well... he walks into the kitchen where I am... my hands covered in raw beef.. dips me like he would if we were dancing... gives me a long passionate kiss.. and when he let me back up... he said, "Some things don't need to be said." The only thing I could thing of was, "hehe, okie." So.. now we're dating. While we were slow dancing he was singing to me too hehe. It was so sweet. I've never had a guy sing to me while we were slow dancing. Actually, I only had one guy slow dance with me period that I've dated. I loved every min of it with Shaun. When he left Tuesday morning, I so wanted to cry. And he knew it too. He said if I kept frowning I was gonna make him even more depressed than he was already going to be. It's been 20 hrs since he was here and I miss him like crazy. And after Thurs morning I wont get to talk to him for a week *cries*. As soon I get back to town and he comes to see me. I'm so gonna wrap my arms around him... give him a big kiss... and not let him go. Well... atleast not for a few hrs. I'm so getting it bad for him. I hope he has it just as bad for me.... or atleast getting there. I know I'm the first girl he's dated in a long time. I really hope this lasts awhile. I'm crossing my fingers.