Jul 28, 2003 03:11
I don't know what to think anymore. I care about Adam so much, and I know he cares about me. He lives 2 - 3 hrs away right now. However, he told me today he found some jobs he was looking for here in columbus. I know if he moves here... and gets a place ... he's gonna want to move me in and stuff so that we could be together. Which is extremely sweet to me. It's what I've always wanted. Ya know? Feeling like I'm not the only one in a relationship. So far, Adam's giving me that and then some. I just don't know though. Things are moving extremely fast. We haven't even been dating for 2 weeks yet!!!!! It would be nice to wake up into someone's arms and cuddling all night and stuff. The way Adam puts it... or so it seems. He wants to be together 24/7. And I'm thinking... damn! We're gonna get tired of each other if we do that. Atleast leave 2-3 hrs a day for alone time without each other. I'm not gonna crowd around him and not let him breathe. Ya know? I'm not gonna question his every moment or harass him about everyone he talks to or hangs out with. It's just not me. I don't know if it'll be right to keep this relationship up with it going as fast as it is... or to drop it and miss out. *sigh*