Why should it matter anyway?
Well, Yvette had her baby. She's the most beautiful baby girl ever. Her and Brad named the baby Miah Hayven. So cute. The day Miah was born (07-07-03) my friend Felix and I were joking around about him coming down to Columbus and picking me up to spend a few days up there (he lives in Gainesville, which is about 45 min from Lawrenceville where Yvette lives). So he actually did. Now, in the meantime... Yvette didn't know I was on my way up there... but Brad did. The first words out of my mouth where..." What the hell am I doing here." Naturally, she stared at me like 'who the fuck r u"... so I say "What the fuck are you looking at" and I go to give her a hug. The fucking bitch nearly strangled me to death. lol, but it was worth it seeing the look on her face. It was priceless. She was soooo surprised. So was her mother. Before, Yvette said her mother couldn't understand why Yvette and I were always talking and stuff. She thought I was wasting Yvette's time or something... I dunno. Yvette says now her mother can see that I'm a good friend or whatever and would stand up for me and not talk bad about me. Now, it's all like... they're acting like I'm a saint or something. Which I don't think I am. I'm just me. I'm not all that great of a person. She told her mother I said that, and the message back to me was.. if I said it one more time I was gonna get my ass kicked. I'm thinking... ok... before you would have agreed with me and now u're not? it's cool tho. No prob. It comes to show people aren't what u expect at first. Trust me I know. Except my problem is I always think the best of people but gets proved wrong. Granted, I'm not the best person myself. I've done some pretty shitty things to ppl, and I want to kick myself in the ass for it too. They're definately things I'd never tell anyone about. *sigh*
I leave for Hawaii Aug 1. My plane leaves at 9:30 AM. Thank goodness. I so need this. I need to get away from everything I know in GA. I need to get away from my life. Live a life I'd actually enjoy. Some ppl don't understand me sometimes... the way I talk about Maui. They really don't understand the way I am. They definately don't understand me. Some people think they do, but the truth is they don't. Honestly, no one knows the real me. Except Lisa and Kim. They know every detail about me. Everyone else knows bits and pieces of me. Some of them want to know more ... but they don't put the effort into finding things out. Other people just don't care. They just assume they know who I am and what I'm about. They really have no clue though. Strange how that works huh. Damn I really need a drastic change in my life. The big question is... what?
I leave for Hawaii Aug 1. My plane leaves at 9:30 AM. Thank goodness. I so need this. I need to get away from everything I know in GA. I need to get away from my life. Live a life I'd actually enjoy. Some ppl don't understand me sometimes... the way I talk about Maui. They really don't understand the way I am. They definately don't understand me. Some people think they do, but the truth is they don't. Honestly, no one knows the real me. Except Lisa and Kim. They know every detail about me. Everyone else knows bits and pieces of me. Some of them want to know more ... but they don't put the effort into finding things out. Other people just don't care. They just assume they know who I am and what I'm about. They really have no clue though. Strange how that works huh. Damn I really need a drastic change in my life. The big question is... what?