I just don't know
Damn its been forever since I've last been on here. life is just weird now. I moved out of my dad's.... yay me. Life is going pretty good. Willie and I are still together (big suprise). who woulda saw that one coming? Not me. Anywayz, we live together now. Woot. Sometimes it's cool. Sometimes I just wanna strangle him. We've actually been living together for over a year now. haha. We have our little arguements, but they're never anything we can't work through. He has a job he loves, and that he's good at. I have a job I can tolerate and that apparently I'm good at. So it works out I guess. Mom wants to come down in about a year when we really get settled in so that she can check things out. I want nothing really to do with dad anymore. He finally decided which family he wanted... and all I have to say is... when it fails I wont be around to pick up the pieces anymore. His loss... right? Oh well. I've been thinking about life a lot lately and I've been really missing all my old friends... chatters and real ppl all alike. I don't really do much talking to ppl other then Willie and at work anymore. I'm more a loner now. It kinda sucks. Last night we finally got the net back up and Willie went online... I was surprised the ppl in there still remembered who I was and stuff. I kinda think willie was a little upset cause they didn't really remember him ... just being him. They remembered him bc he's dating me. Kinda funny to me. I had a big falling out with Lisa last year too. She really suprised me and it hurt. It's like her real person came out as soon as she saw that I was happy... and it was plain as day that she wasn't. I felt kinda bad. Usually it was the other way around. She went out of her way to try and get willie to leave me saying that while willie was in utah working that I was sleeping with all these guys that I know from school and stuff. I said... ummm... WHATEVER! I told him if he wanted to leave then do it because I wasn't really putting up with the bs. If he didn't trust me enough to know that I wasn't gonna do that then whatever. I guess u know the outcome tho. Us being together still and all.