mixed up feelings
Wednesday....
love for freedom from hell day
-Slept over tess's the night before and we watched a scary movie, when on a 2 am journey only to find lots of fog and a drunk friend
-A secret was told and it showed me that people are two-faced... which sucks when you can't keep your mind off of them..
-Chocolate chip pancakes are served at noon
-Work is uneventful if I remember correctly
-Youth group was good... played some non-hardcore volleyball after and ate some icecream (I think?)
Thursday....
cause its back to real life now
- Worked the middle school track meet.. Sarge and I worked high jump, Sat on the mat and got my butt soaked and got attacked by bugs
- Worked swim lessons and then closed... I had no clue how to close and I sucked at it and didnt care
Friday..
weekends are just a waste of gas
-Caleb came over and we made icecream with my little emo sister who threw an emo fit when the ice spilled
- WORKED... thats a new one, lessons and then closed again
- Hit up alysa's crib for her birthday and ate food and analyzed people and my life around the bonfire
Saturday..
longest days and hatred towards cops
- Woke up to loud people at lissa's and left disheveled
-Called up my old soo hill boys... I love them.. I will miss them soo much when I leave.. why am I thinking about that already? but we talked about how sad it was going to be.. and it made me sad just a little bit
- Got kicked out of the place we were fishing at.. old guy rides his cart over and is like "hey cant ya read the sign.. no trespassing, private property.." he went inside to call the cops... so we decided to roll
-Jim's to get fat and wally world to get the oil changed
-Stopped by KT's house to visit him and cory
-Decided to be a good person and visit my dad for awhile
-Nichole's and then to tess's
-Saw a couple people I love at tess's and they made me really happy
-Cops were swarming around like it was a beehive and I hate those guys so I made Erin leave..
- nevermind the rest of the night... sometimes being a "rebel" sucks, and I dont want to talk about it.. its really not even a big deal though
Sunday..
absolute exhaustion
-Woke up at 7 and got about 2 hours of sleep... yup thats FUN!
-Church and then that music video...
-NO ONE really shows up... and after like an hour they decide that they can start filming the like 40 people who were there.. but I rocked it up and it was a blast (best part was that PAUL was there... I basically love him)
- After various freaky encounters with some chick from my past who now wants to hang out with me and weird looks from unknown people it was about 4 hours later and Erin and I went straight to the park
-Exhaustion set in and I played volleyball with some people who wouldn't even hit it right and I got annoyed..
-SUPPOSED to hang out with paul, he calls and says he will be at the park in like 15-20 minutes...So like a half hour later I go down there and hes not there... call him and he didnt leave, then I played tennis and Erin got hit on by some balla's, 30 minutes later I just left and called and told him that it took him too long.. =( I really wanted to hang out with him
I am really mad right now.. and frustrated
I dont want everyone to know everything about my life
I am sick of leading on people..
what do I WANT?! thats the question
love for freedom from hell day
-Slept over tess's the night before and we watched a scary movie, when on a 2 am journey only to find lots of fog and a drunk friend
-A secret was told and it showed me that people are two-faced... which sucks when you can't keep your mind off of them..
-Chocolate chip pancakes are served at noon
-Work is uneventful if I remember correctly
-Youth group was good... played some non-hardcore volleyball after and ate some icecream (I think?)
Thursday....
cause its back to real life now
- Worked the middle school track meet.. Sarge and I worked high jump, Sat on the mat and got my butt soaked and got attacked by bugs
- Worked swim lessons and then closed... I had no clue how to close and I sucked at it and didnt care
Friday..
weekends are just a waste of gas
-Caleb came over and we made icecream with my little emo sister who threw an emo fit when the ice spilled
- WORKED... thats a new one, lessons and then closed again
- Hit up alysa's crib for her birthday and ate food and analyzed people and my life around the bonfire
Saturday..
longest days and hatred towards cops
- Woke up to loud people at lissa's and left disheveled
-Called up my old soo hill boys... I love them.. I will miss them soo much when I leave.. why am I thinking about that already? but we talked about how sad it was going to be.. and it made me sad just a little bit
- Got kicked out of the place we were fishing at.. old guy rides his cart over and is like "hey cant ya read the sign.. no trespassing, private property.." he went inside to call the cops... so we decided to roll
-Jim's to get fat and wally world to get the oil changed
-Stopped by KT's house to visit him and cory
-Decided to be a good person and visit my dad for awhile
-Nichole's and then to tess's
-Saw a couple people I love at tess's and they made me really happy
-Cops were swarming around like it was a beehive and I hate those guys so I made Erin leave..
- nevermind the rest of the night... sometimes being a "rebel" sucks, and I dont want to talk about it.. its really not even a big deal though
Sunday..
absolute exhaustion
-Woke up at 7 and got about 2 hours of sleep... yup thats FUN!
-Church and then that music video...
-NO ONE really shows up... and after like an hour they decide that they can start filming the like 40 people who were there.. but I rocked it up and it was a blast (best part was that PAUL was there... I basically love him)
- After various freaky encounters with some chick from my past who now wants to hang out with me and weird looks from unknown people it was about 4 hours later and Erin and I went straight to the park
-Exhaustion set in and I played volleyball with some people who wouldn't even hit it right and I got annoyed..
-SUPPOSED to hang out with paul, he calls and says he will be at the park in like 15-20 minutes...So like a half hour later I go down there and hes not there... call him and he didnt leave, then I played tennis and Erin got hit on by some balla's, 30 minutes later I just left and called and told him that it took him too long.. =( I really wanted to hang out with him
I am really mad right now.. and frustrated
I dont want everyone to know everything about my life
I am sick of leading on people..
what do I WANT?! thats the question