Jun 06, 2004 02:20
i hope everyone is ok and i want you all to knwo i love youa dn to be saffe no matter what cuz i love you.
"i want to apologize for the whole prom thing..not for sam but from me cuz that was really dick of him and i feel bad"
someone said that to me tonight and it made me feel really happy and it made me think thati need to stop taking things for granted and to stop fuckign aroundl im glad that kid is finally my bffl. hes a really good guy adn i hope hes my bffl for life..cuz hes just aweosm and knows te things to say on a sketched night
other than that i have nothign else to say other than im not going to be the way i am now.
leave you with this....
served faithfully
"he caresses every bottle
like it's the first one he's had
saying
it ain't love
but it ain't bad
it's the only reward
bestowed upon me
and I have served faithfully
I can see he is scarred
from doing some hard time
but I let alone what is broken
'cause it isn't mine
he strikes out at me
when I am within reach
then he reaches for me
when I draw the line
sometimes it seems like love
is just a fancy word for compromise
you gotta read between the years
you gotta write between the lines
you gotta try to understand
the grandness of the man behind the petty crimes
and let him off easy sometimes
I have only just met
an old old friend
we've been walking around holding hands
I hope some day he can bend
as far as it takes to understand
and risk breaking open again"