last night and today.
YESTERDAY: I had a blast last night. Melissa text me wanting me to go hang out with her and Haley to go bowling and eat. I told mom that she just wanted me to come over and she said she'd take me over and pick me up and when I told Melissa she talked her mom into bringing me home so that in case we would be later than when my mom was going to be there, I wouldn't get busted. So mom took me over and I hung out with her mom and animals while she finished her shower (Sugar's mean for a while lol) then we took off. Well we picked up Haley and went bowling first. I told them not to laugh at me b/c I had never been. It must have been beginner's luck because I won the first game with 103 and had 2 spares and i lost, but I got a strike the second. So that was pretty awesome.
We went out to eat at Olive Garden and mom text me asking if I was ready to come home because she was leaving work. I almost had a heart attack and text her back VERY FAST saying that Carol (melissa's mom) took us all out to eat. She seemed okay with it and told me just to call when they bring me home so that she can meet them at the end of the drive (my driveway sucks). So there's yet another time I totally lied to my mom about what me and a friend was going to do and who was (or wasn't is more like it) with us. The first was when Abby's mom died, I told her that Kelly (Lauren's mom) was going to take Lauren to the showing and wanted to know if I wanted to go and mom let me, and when Lauren dropped me off, Grandpa asked who it was and I told him Kelly.... Got away with it. The second was when Lauren invited me to go out to eat and see a movie with her and her sister, I told mom it was going to be the 3 of us and Kelly, tho mom saw that Kelly had a knee brace on, I told her she did drive b/c she used her good leg and kept the other out of the way... got away with it. And now this one. I didn't care if I got caught tho b/c this was the 1st time in 6 months that I was able just to go hang out with friends without my parents around. Actually it was the 1st time in 6 months that I wsa able to do something other than school, work, or be at home lol. I need a life, but mom won't let me have one. But once I turn 18, I'm cutting the strings.
TODAY: Today was okay... to a point. My family and I went out to lunch, and we all actually got along for once. Then when I got home, I got called into work lol. So oh well, at least I get paid. That's pretty much today in a nut shell lol.
One thing that Melissa and I talked about on the way back from Spencer last night after taking Haley back to her mom's was how people can so quickly forget what was once so dear to them. I have so many friendships that have taken the weirdest turn... one day, one of my friends seemed to love me to death, like they didn't know what they would do without me. The next? It seemed like they had forgotten everything. All the laughs we've laughed, all the tears we've cried, everything. Melissa didn't understand why I mentioned one of them I did for she thought that we were so close. I expressed that I had thought the same and she said that it's weird that they would forget. I know that they haven't forgotten quite yet, but I feel the distance becoming greater and greater. I might as well face it, I'm gonna lose most of my friends. Between growing up, growing apart, becoming other people and going to different colleges; many of my friendships will probably cease to exist, at least in their minds. I don't think I could ever forget any of my friendships because they all have helped me through some tough shit in my life.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions; but many times I thought I was over analyzing, I've proven myself to be right to at least a small extent. I can only hope that I am wrong this time.
We went out to eat at Olive Garden and mom text me asking if I was ready to come home because she was leaving work. I almost had a heart attack and text her back VERY FAST saying that Carol (melissa's mom) took us all out to eat. She seemed okay with it and told me just to call when they bring me home so that she can meet them at the end of the drive (my driveway sucks). So there's yet another time I totally lied to my mom about what me and a friend was going to do and who was (or wasn't is more like it) with us. The first was when Abby's mom died, I told her that Kelly (Lauren's mom) was going to take Lauren to the showing and wanted to know if I wanted to go and mom let me, and when Lauren dropped me off, Grandpa asked who it was and I told him Kelly.... Got away with it. The second was when Lauren invited me to go out to eat and see a movie with her and her sister, I told mom it was going to be the 3 of us and Kelly, tho mom saw that Kelly had a knee brace on, I told her she did drive b/c she used her good leg and kept the other out of the way... got away with it. And now this one. I didn't care if I got caught tho b/c this was the 1st time in 6 months that I was able just to go hang out with friends without my parents around. Actually it was the 1st time in 6 months that I wsa able to do something other than school, work, or be at home lol. I need a life, but mom won't let me have one. But once I turn 18, I'm cutting the strings.
TODAY: Today was okay... to a point. My family and I went out to lunch, and we all actually got along for once. Then when I got home, I got called into work lol. So oh well, at least I get paid. That's pretty much today in a nut shell lol.
One thing that Melissa and I talked about on the way back from Spencer last night after taking Haley back to her mom's was how people can so quickly forget what was once so dear to them. I have so many friendships that have taken the weirdest turn... one day, one of my friends seemed to love me to death, like they didn't know what they would do without me. The next? It seemed like they had forgotten everything. All the laughs we've laughed, all the tears we've cried, everything. Melissa didn't understand why I mentioned one of them I did for she thought that we were so close. I expressed that I had thought the same and she said that it's weird that they would forget. I know that they haven't forgotten quite yet, but I feel the distance becoming greater and greater. I might as well face it, I'm gonna lose most of my friends. Between growing up, growing apart, becoming other people and going to different colleges; many of my friendships will probably cease to exist, at least in their minds. I don't think I could ever forget any of my friendships because they all have helped me through some tough shit in my life.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just jumping to conclusions; but many times I thought I was over analyzing, I've proven myself to be right to at least a small extent. I can only hope that I am wrong this time.