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Moo! I still dont know whats going on with bert. I have a feeling things arent going to work out for me with him, so maybe I should slowly back off to advoid getting even more hurt. So today I get a call from ERIC and hes telling me all about what hes doing for his new girlfriend on V-day. It kinda made me sad. I dont think i have ever had anyone do anything for me on V-day... Im such a baby, arnt I? urgh... Well its kinda funny that Bert and I are going snowboarding on V-day... but too bad he already has a girl friend... (changing topic) I sat with James at lunch today and i came to the conclusion based on his actions that he doesnt hang out with me anymore becuase i remind him of sam. And yeah it hurts to see him becuase it makes me sad too, i just wish that we could find happiness in eachothers hearts and be better friends again. I know he needs it just as much as i do. We both lost some one important in our lifes and we are just advoiding the subject becuase we dont want to let out all the built up pain after she passed. *tear*
Peace
Peace