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I plan on using this LJ for my creative non-fiction. AND I WILL BE USING FAKE NAMES OR NICKNAMES!!!I guess I'll start with today. Today was club recruitment day at my college and like the good representative of my sorority that i am i went out and stood at our table. I got up early and straitened my hair and even put on make-up (i NEVER wear make-up on a normal day) and topped of my letter shirt with a pearl necklace and earrings. I get to school and I am annoyed by the spike of my heels sinking into the sand air rating the lawn as i walk across to our table. As i approach my heart sinks. i had just noticed the table directly facing ours. I shouldn't have been as surprised as i was our table was on greek row where it should be but why them? why that frat? and why directly in front of us? i drop off my books under the table grab fliers and head out to the safety of the crowd all the while not making eye contact with them. Another one of my sisters joins me and my heart rate settles. the two of us scout out girls and head towards where the free food is. People always gather around free food. I'm looking for prospective girls but apparently my sister has other things she is scouting for. after pointing out many hot guys (all with amazing hair) she says "look there's Tanya!!" I hadn't seen Tanya since we have come back fro break so i excitedly turn and head over to get a hug and i stop in my tracks. There he is! The very guy i fretted was going to make eye contact with me! why isn't he at his table where he's supposed to be?! I call him the Dr. well shit he's seen me; so much for my heart rate... besides i could never let him stop me from hugging one of my sisters especially Tanya so J.P. and i head over anyway. I can't hear the drums beat or the radio play i don't want to feel this way but every time without fail it happens when he looks at me. for me this is bad news not the mushy gooey lovey dovey feeling ur supposed to get oh no this is awkward and bad news. being the champ that i am at social graces i smiled and went directly to Tanya with a quick hello to the Dr. the last time he and i met i practically begged him to stop by and pick up his shirt and he didn't even remember giving it to me. sometimes i wonder if he remembers spending the night with me. but i refuse to linger and now that i've faced the Dr. I can move on to see his brothers that i'm friends with. due to him they have been absent in my life and its become unacceptable. i have missed them but amongst the greeks its always been and always will be bros before hoes and chicks before dicks. with my head held high J.P. and i step-and-sink our way back to our table. low and behold one of my favorite people is over at his frat table! its the candyman!!! i missed celebrating his 21st due to the Dr. and idk if i can forgive myself for it. the candyman has always been good to me even when he's teasing me. without thinking i hug him and then i see one of his brothers that i haven't met yet. this interests me especially since he has two lip piercings and is wearing a pair of jeans that could belong to one of my sisters. i fend my interest b/c if i made a deal out of it i'd never hear the end of it. besides we will have many more socials with them im positive. finally i get back to my stuff that i had stashed under the table i whip out my phone and dial Stephanie she promised to come out to this and sign up to rush for us! i am beyond psyched about this! im stoked! he promises shes on the way so i meander around the fair hand out more fliers I even have another conversation with the Dr. although now that i look at it it was pretty one sided and he wasn't talkative at all which is NOT normal i hope everything was ok. I didn't notice this b/c i was to busy trying to act suave and when he's around i tend to not be able to think...like i said bad news. but anyway Stephanie got there and i got her signed up and we left the fair. all in all i felt like it was productive and melted away some of the harsh feelings i had the night before. Plus i got another one of my close friends Alice to sign up for rush. and the icing on the cake of the day...we got best table at the fair!! <3 xo