somehow half days can be a bitch?
HAHH....well i called starbucks and the manager wasn't in and is suppsoed to call me back. :/ i doubt i got it because if i had they probably would have called me already. :/ *sigh* jeeze.
another one of my baby guppies died last night. now i ony have 4 out of 7. they're losing their whole family! :'/
today dana and me fought because i was in such a good mood and was telling him his armpit hair was adorable, so he gets mad? :/ and he was being rather rude and not talking to me, and when i asked what was the matter he said it was because he was sick. yet he as just fine when him and josh were talking. so i told him he was lying and he told me it was because i said that. wtfe! so i was just like ok, if you're going to get mad at me for that when we just had a great day sunday....SCREW IT. apparently you just want to fight and aren't so into us as to love me when i do soemthing so small that you don't like. so we didn't talk until 2nd hour. it was GAY.
well....harley talked to me today. and i guess my 'yeah's, oks, uh huhs' meant we were good enough friends for her to just pull my glasses off my face and wear them? wtf? she didn't even give them back when my teacher was trying to teach me something on the fucking board. then she goes and gives them to someone else to try on! wtf!!?!? god i can't stand her. and i don't know what to do. i HATE being mean to people, especially when they think we're friends. but i guess i'm going to have to. i mean my god, she'll just tilt her head backwards to look at me (behind her) and play with my face. it's fucking weird and i'll look like an idiot if i throw a fit and yell at her. and i'm NOT that friendly to her either, i talk as less as possible and NEVER start the conversation.
mom told me i couldn't spend the night with dana, because it was inappropriate. even though spending the whole day there isn't much different. i had a dream last night she told me 'absolutely not' when i asked her that. so i guess it was a preminicion. (SPELLING!) and i asked her to just think about it and she told me she had to go and hung up. but sadie said she'll probably end up staying with me at lori's. i hope so.
another one of my baby guppies died last night. now i ony have 4 out of 7. they're losing their whole family! :'/
today dana and me fought because i was in such a good mood and was telling him his armpit hair was adorable, so he gets mad? :/ and he was being rather rude and not talking to me, and when i asked what was the matter he said it was because he was sick. yet he as just fine when him and josh were talking. so i told him he was lying and he told me it was because i said that. wtfe! so i was just like ok, if you're going to get mad at me for that when we just had a great day sunday....SCREW IT. apparently you just want to fight and aren't so into us as to love me when i do soemthing so small that you don't like. so we didn't talk until 2nd hour. it was GAY.
well....harley talked to me today. and i guess my 'yeah's, oks, uh huhs' meant we were good enough friends for her to just pull my glasses off my face and wear them? wtf? she didn't even give them back when my teacher was trying to teach me something on the fucking board. then she goes and gives them to someone else to try on! wtf!!?!? god i can't stand her. and i don't know what to do. i HATE being mean to people, especially when they think we're friends. but i guess i'm going to have to. i mean my god, she'll just tilt her head backwards to look at me (behind her) and play with my face. it's fucking weird and i'll look like an idiot if i throw a fit and yell at her. and i'm NOT that friendly to her either, i talk as less as possible and NEVER start the conversation.
mom told me i couldn't spend the night with dana, because it was inappropriate. even though spending the whole day there isn't much different. i had a dream last night she told me 'absolutely not' when i asked her that. so i guess it was a preminicion. (SPELLING!) and i asked her to just think about it and she told me she had to go and hung up. but sadie said she'll probably end up staying with me at lori's. i hope so.