new lj

Jan 25, 2006 22:51

hmm... so my love life, a topic i feel like discussing.

Well, Matt almost broke up with me on our 2 month anniversary (last saturday) and things havnt been the same since. I'm still kinda pissed at him, even though I dont act like it sometimes... but i guess im more of a jerk more often... but according to some ppl im a jerk to everybody, but I dont think i am. I am just picky about the ppl i choose to be friends with. Like there's this really weird guy in my physics class that bugs the shit outta me, he's like from Egypt or something but he's annoying as fuck and he hasnt shown me ne reason for me to like him there4 i dont, and lucky me i get to do a project with the one girl i dislike in my history class...

but neway... my love life right: So i called like an old flame today and like got one of my friends #s from him to call him bout english and i was thinking bout it and im like getting this weird feeling like im all shaky and stuff... it's amazing how he can still make me go weak in the knees... and i was like thinking and i was like "wow he has like the smoothest voice" and maybe its just me or something, but it seems like hes been extremely friendly lately... almost flirty. AND i saw him look at me and matt and i think i saw a lil jealousy. lol i mean i can tell with him.... but i mean ... i still like matt. but he's kinda in the doghouse until he makes that up to me. I mean he has to like make me like him all over again... cuz right now im just kinda like "roar!!" and pissed off.. not like he's even called me tonight... that makes 2 days in a row... oh well i have to much hw neway... im kinda expecting him to finish what he started on our 2 month sometime soon. I can just sense that somethings wrong by the way he kisses me and how we are together... wutever hes gonna do to make it up to me he better do it fast or mayb ill be the one finishing things... besides i have been kinda busy lately... guitar lessons and the musical that i tryed out for today and sewing class, blah blah blah. Not to mention hw roar!! fucking teachers!!! ahhh!!!

well that was my lj for the next 6 months soo... ya read it while its fresh lol

Night!

Muah!! to all my readers lol
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