i wake craving sounds. there must be something different in my brain to others. i am certain that the years of paying attention to words has led to my craving them, and sounds also. i seek neither food nor water,..never, nay, although i do need those things, they almost never make my heart sing, neither do i salivate,...but words? Art? music? song? People holding hands, and heads being laid gently on others laps? all of these make me softer, fuller, richer. i wonder that maybe my difference from others isn't simply as a consequence of that? Surely if you crave pizza and i crave these words spoken by judi dench when she played lady macbeth in that 80's trevor nunn production,...then indeed we shall be different creatures?
That line by the way..
the one i want only on repeat in my head?
"Thou art mad to say it"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2xHlngY6Bgk again and again it fills my mind and senses.
i recalled once the entire martin luther king "i have a dream" speech in my head whilst travelling by tube. it gave me goosebumps all over my body and made my eyes water. and it is not like hearing voices,...i can just remember word for word what i hear, and when i play it back in my mind,..it is the exact same voice of the person whom i loved hearing it from :D
actually it wasn;t the WHOLE speech,...it was this part here :-)...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V57lotnKGF8