my biggest fear - change

[lilmissdarkness]

*im heart broken for you*
maybe looking at this is showing me something.
while wishing to be in everyone elses place,
while wishing i had someone to fall in love with,
i never wished for the heart breaks that love brings.

so many thoughts at once,
i cant even let any of them out without fumbling over all the others.
things are falling apart and i dont know how to deal.

julian- i need to talk to you.