Dont Leave me behind

[lilmissdarkness]

"I probably wont see you ever again."
I've heard her say these words before.
but this time, it wasnt the same.
and as her soft lips touched mine,
i could feel tears build up in my eyes.
i'm not gonna cry.
she touched my hand and walked away saying sorry.
i walked to my bus as one single tear fell.
but i wasnt about to let anymore.
i was the one that was going to leave.
not her.
i wanted to get away, not her.
now shes leaveing me.
what is it gonna be like with out her?
she cant stay here, i know.
but im still here.
she always told me that i have her to stay for.
now the only reason i stayed is leaveing.
what do i do?
How do i live with out her?
stop crying!!
i know she has to do it.
she has no other option.
i dont blame her, i wouldnt stay there either.
but it kills cuz i have to.
i wish she would just ask me to go.
id leave w/her in a heartbeat.
but she never asked, looks like im staying.
with out her?
how do i do that?
i hope to goddess that shes ok.
i dont know what to do.
how do i do this with out her?