2nd place
today, my chior left school around 10:30 and went out to sagana or sum shit like that... for state festival. we did our best but we only got a 2. oh well, at lest we tried.
another day w/out seeing any of my friends. tomorrow will be different though! i cant wait. i think im gonna take thursday off of work so that i can have another day to relax. this week has been pretty bussy. tomorrow is VIP. its the first one in forever! finally get to sleep in.
Lynn's mom kicked her out again today. shes kicked her out about 5 times in the past week. if i was lynn, id be long gone by now. she is such a great person and her mom doesnt even see the half of it. she deserves so much more. i hope she knows that im always here for her. we have drifted a lot lately. for i guess many different reasons. and i hate it. i kinda feel like ive lost importance to her after jason. he was everything, he was so great... im not either. but she is to me. i dont think i can regain 1st place in her mind. i dont think she wants me to. but she will always be first place to me.
another day w/out seeing any of my friends. tomorrow will be different though! i cant wait. i think im gonna take thursday off of work so that i can have another day to relax. this week has been pretty bussy. tomorrow is VIP. its the first one in forever! finally get to sleep in.
Lynn's mom kicked her out again today. shes kicked her out about 5 times in the past week. if i was lynn, id be long gone by now. she is such a great person and her mom doesnt even see the half of it. she deserves so much more. i hope she knows that im always here for her. we have drifted a lot lately. for i guess many different reasons. and i hate it. i kinda feel like ive lost importance to her after jason. he was everything, he was so great... im not either. but she is to me. i dont think i can regain 1st place in her mind. i dont think she wants me to. but she will always be first place to me.