15....
Kevin told me some thing last night that he has never told me before. And it meant a lot to me that he could finally tell me this because it is some thing that I probably would have never asked him.
Yesterday, January 31, 2006, was exactly 15 years to the day that his mother had passed away.
If I had known this sooner, I would have sent him and his sister a card, expressing my thoughts and love for them in a situation such as this. Then again, situations like this open my eyes a little more about the situation I am currently living in. Here I am being very upset over my grandfather and I have no idea what it is like to lose a parent. How selfish do I feel...
I can tell you one thing though...I miss their mom as well. Not as much as they ever will, but it does hit home for me too. Think about it...I have a mother in law that I will never meet except in my dreams, heart, and thoughts. It hurts me too because that is one thing that I can never share with my future husband....the physical presence of his mother....but I can share the spiritual presence and that means more to me than anything because I think it helps strenghten our bond.
I love you Kev and I love you Kel! My prayers are with you.
I love you mother Judy....you will always be in my heart even though we never met before.
Yesterday, January 31, 2006, was exactly 15 years to the day that his mother had passed away.
If I had known this sooner, I would have sent him and his sister a card, expressing my thoughts and love for them in a situation such as this. Then again, situations like this open my eyes a little more about the situation I am currently living in. Here I am being very upset over my grandfather and I have no idea what it is like to lose a parent. How selfish do I feel...
I can tell you one thing though...I miss their mom as well. Not as much as they ever will, but it does hit home for me too. Think about it...I have a mother in law that I will never meet except in my dreams, heart, and thoughts. It hurts me too because that is one thing that I can never share with my future husband....the physical presence of his mother....but I can share the spiritual presence and that means more to me than anything because I think it helps strenghten our bond.
I love you Kev and I love you Kel! My prayers are with you.
I love you mother Judy....you will always be in my heart even though we never met before.