it wasn't ever worth having you
it's only saturday and i am wishing school was happening tomorrow. really pathetic, oh i know. my mom has the most amazing way of making me feel useless, like nothing i say can be right. and it's starting to screw me up with my friends. i get super pissed and let it all out on them. like tonight, this is the second night in a row that i messed up because my mom had to make me feel even worse about myself, and someone even admitted they noticed how much my mom disliked me. this summer is going to be a lonely one for the fair maiden. sigh. i was so looking forward to it too. well not all hope is lost. wait..yes. i was wrong all hope is lost.
well i still have you, livejournal friend. but, i could indulge you on how atrocious my friday night went. basically girl went to movie. girl got mad before. girl ruined about 6 peoples night. and if i am not mistaken thats a new record. hang my picture up for that one pal.
i suddenly feel so alone, it doesn't matter how many people i am around. oh well. im going
i can't be the girl you want me to be anymore
i can only be me.
catch ya on the flip side.