Nov 27, 2005 15:09
so my break went by way wayyyyy to fast...
i left friday afternoon right after school and went to my karissa's house in good ol' sunny georgia...
it was a lot of fun and it was absolutely amazing to see my best friend again
we've both grown up but at the same time can goof off just as good as we could before...
her friends down there are really really nice and colin's hot tub is absolutely amazing... it's in a cave!!!! i loved it... I had a couple of rough days while i was down there but everything is good now... MY NATHAN IS COMING DOWN ON FRIDAY!!! and sunday is our 11 month!! i can't believe it... that's a long time... im so happy with him, i love him so much... and i told my boss about him coming down and she gave me the whole entire weekend off... isn't that awesome!? i get to spend every minute with him and i can't wait... school again on monday... came to fast...
humor me here...
* ever thought to urself that everyone is just putting up an act?
they say they're true, that they're being themselves but they act completely different around other people
* which one is the real them? the one you've always known or the one you see now?
why does everything always have to change so much?
* could people for once stay the same and stay true to what they believe?
how come it seems that ur always there for people to lean on but there's no one there for you?
* maybe i might not be the coolest person around for this, but I'm not willing to sacrifice my morals or my self just to be liked... it seems like everyone is willing to change things about their personality,
* their looks, or their morals just to fit in... but what happens once you get bored with that? Are you just going to be continuously changing? continuously faking to be something that you're not? I don't know
* about you but I don't see that as being a beneficial way to live... like me for me, or you don't have to like me at all...
just some thoughts i've been having...