Lalala..

[lilmissapril]

I hate coming up with subjects. Most of mine are "hey". But it's all good. Anyways, HEY. You know what I realized...I realized that I probably won't get my learners until like June or something. It makes me mad, but also I would just be holding it. Nowhere to drive. Because on my birthday...May 21 is the day before all the finals start. I'm only gonna be there 2 days after that. I won't be there the last day of school because William (my brother) is graduating and he lives in another state w/ my dad. So, we have to go up there on the 23, like right after school is out. All I will be able to do is come home and grab my bags if they aren't already in the car then maybe go and pick my step-sister up. Maybe. And oh yeah back to the 21st (bday) ill have to study for my tests ... be in all classes . so i cant get out early and i cant get out of my exams. So yeah... Then so that means i definately won't get them then. But see i'm either staying at my dad's after graduation or i'm going to florida w/ my grandma. I haven't decided which one i'm going to go to first. I mean i'm going to florida at least 2 times this summer. Maybe 3-4. Who knows? Then i'm going to kentucky and possibly TN. And I don't know yet if i'm going to the youth camps in june and july. So yeah. I have a pretty busy summer ahead of me. So who knows when i'll get my learners. That was painful the whole time i was typing that out my chest was hurting like bad.. I seriously don't know what's wrong w/ me. I'm always hurting. Whether headache, stomach, back, anything... I hate complaining about it, but i just can't help it. Some people might think i do that for attention, but no...i'm serious. Anyways I have 13? days of school left i think..Either 13 or 14..I think 13. which means only ummm 12-13 days of CHORUS left. Yeah the songs that we are writing is going to be easier than i thought. yeah. The hard thing will be passing the sight-reading test. OMG. i'm gonna fail it. I just have a gut-feeling. I get so nervous doing stuff like that. I'll probably get a 20. But she said we could miss like 10 notes and 10 rhythms which would be half of it... but i'll probably miss the WHOLE thing. Poor 'lil me. -cries- but at least i'm not going to be in there next year, right? i'm so thankful of that. I have an 88 and I dont want to make it past an 85. I need an 85. I WANT, NEED. to exempt that final. I'm not writing out no german lyrics that i forgot again. But whatever floats her boat. Anyways I think i'm going to lay down....I dont know what's going on w/ me..but yeah...it's too my throat now..Bye <33 april
p.s. if i feel better later ... ill write back.