im still missing you like crazy
well..today has been a sad day.. We got news today that Tim Mallett was killed in a motorcycle accident. He is my Aunt Donna's Boyfriend's Brother. Its really sad..And it made me think so much about life and kinda what i did today,which i do regret
Today i got a phone call about the rent not being paid at the apartment,and with my name still being on the lease im still responsible for it not being paid. Well i was pissed off so i called Josh and started yelling at him.Because my name was already suppossed to be off the lease. Well then about an hour later we got the news about Tim. So now ive been thinking and regreting yelling at Josh for the whole rent thing because life is to short and you never know when it will be over. And im still am so madly in love with Josh that i cant stand it anymore,and if something was to happen to him i would lose it. So i want so bad to call him and atleast tell him im sorry for yelling at him today about the rent. Even though him and i arent together anymore,he still feels like a big part of my life and still has my heart. ANd it sucks because i dont want him to have my heart anymore. I just want to move on because i know he doesnt feel the same way about me..
But anyways.. i need a life really really bad...
well im outtie
love ya
carla
Today i got a phone call about the rent not being paid at the apartment,and with my name still being on the lease im still responsible for it not being paid. Well i was pissed off so i called Josh and started yelling at him.Because my name was already suppossed to be off the lease. Well then about an hour later we got the news about Tim. So now ive been thinking and regreting yelling at Josh for the whole rent thing because life is to short and you never know when it will be over. And im still am so madly in love with Josh that i cant stand it anymore,and if something was to happen to him i would lose it. So i want so bad to call him and atleast tell him im sorry for yelling at him today about the rent. Even though him and i arent together anymore,he still feels like a big part of my life and still has my heart. ANd it sucks because i dont want him to have my heart anymore. I just want to move on because i know he doesnt feel the same way about me..
But anyways.. i need a life really really bad...
well im outtie
love ya
carla