Oct 26, 2006 21:09
.. so today is one of those days. where u try to make things better but it cant be done. one of those days where u wanna leave. n never ever come back. ever.
&& it doesnt matter wut anyone thinks, or says or does. cuz u dont care. not that u dont care..but that uve taken so much already that u could care less wut happens after. get me? i thought so. lol
skool is wuts killing me the most. i cant seem to focus. these last few dyas have been hell. && immso freaked about my grades. my mom is gonna kill me. && she knows im trying to get everything done. n please everyone but its sooo hard n i cant do it anymore. i juss wanna get away n take a lil steph time.
for all i know im prob complaining n bitchin for nothing. n for all i know im a lil selfish kid who wants everything. but i dont think so. i know how i am && i know that im not. atleast i hope im not. but ugghhhhh this is sooo fustrating. && i hate it. i dont wanna go to skool tmrw. at all.
i really dont think i will. ima do anything in my power not to.
this sux. i hate chem. i dont understand. at all....
im done venting. for now atleast.