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Gahh, i'm back to livejournal world, i stopped updating for a while cause it was getting to be too much for me & i was always busy. Lj's are soo overrated, but i guess they're juss something fun to do when you have nothing else to do. Today i'm home from school i'm [kinda] sick, i guess you could say. Ahh...i guess i'll juss ramble on about things...well lately i've been sad, pretty much all the time.. & i really don't know why i wish i knew and maybe i could fix whats wrong..but i have no idea what is wrong, i'm juss sad. and most people don't know i'm sad except for tiff and brandon. speaking of tiff, she's dating josh again, & i'm soo happy for her cause waited soo long for this chance again, i this time i know she won't mess anything up. i guess i'll juss give a lidl update about whats been goin on..
FAMiLY- my family life is great* i couldn't ask for it to be any better, i get along with my famiy so great, but there are a few fits here & there and they don't understand me most the time..lol, but i guess its all okay.
LOVE- um, lets see, me & Packer broke up which is better for the both of us, cause he worked all the time, & i hardley got to see him or speak to him, so now i'm single and i'm really not wanting to date anyone...i juss need a break from it all *
FRiENDS- i get along with all my "best friends" i couldn't ask for any better friend than what i have they really care about me..and i trust them all with everything that i tell them, but ..i was thinkin last nite..i was friends with so many people last year, and it seems this year ...some of those people act like they're better than me, they NEVER talk to me and i dont' know why, What did i do soo wrong, for them not to talk to me?, i juss don't get it, it's all so complicated.
GOD- hum, i have a relationship with God, but i know it could be stronger, lately, i've been giving in to the world, ya know what i mean?,...and not being really focused on God..i mean i'm trying and i pray for things to get better, but i must be doin' something wrong or maybe i'm juss not patient enough, cause nothing ever changes. I juss need to try harder. *
SCHOOL- well, school's goin' pretty good, my grades aren't that bad..i could try harder is school too, but i'm juss lazy about school work, lol...
yesterday tiff came up & we went down nicks house, ahh i had soo much fun, that was the most fun i've had in the longest time. here's some memories
-nick brusing my hand
-there's trees & woods behind the house
-beavis [whoa i'm on tv]
-i threw i tennis ball and hit beavis somewhere it hurts him very much, lol
-haha, everything nate says, lol
-bran on the phone
it was soo much fun, well i'm gonna go..
leave me some comments please
love ya'll
FAMiLY- my family life is great* i couldn't ask for it to be any better, i get along with my famiy so great, but there are a few fits here & there and they don't understand me most the time..lol, but i guess its all okay.
LOVE- um, lets see, me & Packer broke up which is better for the both of us, cause he worked all the time, & i hardley got to see him or speak to him, so now i'm single and i'm really not wanting to date anyone...i juss need a break from it all *
FRiENDS- i get along with all my "best friends" i couldn't ask for any better friend than what i have they really care about me..and i trust them all with everything that i tell them, but ..i was thinkin last nite..i was friends with so many people last year, and it seems this year ...some of those people act like they're better than me, they NEVER talk to me and i dont' know why, What did i do soo wrong, for them not to talk to me?, i juss don't get it, it's all so complicated.
GOD- hum, i have a relationship with God, but i know it could be stronger, lately, i've been giving in to the world, ya know what i mean?,...and not being really focused on God..i mean i'm trying and i pray for things to get better, but i must be doin' something wrong or maybe i'm juss not patient enough, cause nothing ever changes. I juss need to try harder. *
SCHOOL- well, school's goin' pretty good, my grades aren't that bad..i could try harder is school too, but i'm juss lazy about school work, lol...
yesterday tiff came up & we went down nicks house, ahh i had soo much fun, that was the most fun i've had in the longest time. here's some memories
-nick brusing my hand
-there's trees & woods behind the house
-beavis [whoa i'm on tv]
-i threw i tennis ball and hit beavis somewhere it hurts him very much, lol
-haha, everything nate says, lol
-bran on the phone
it was soo much fun, well i'm gonna go..
leave me some comments please
love ya'll