Aug 10, 2005 11:50
Update on me well..i guess everyone is saying i have changed alot..as far as weight goes..here's a pic you judge I guess and so yeah I dunno..i took that one on Monday and well i met some guy at Fiesta Texas but he's kinda older than me so we're just friends and I am still talking to Steffen who is now a complete sweetie who loves to make fun of my height and I have talked to Jerrell sincethe thursday i got back from Vegas...that convo ended badly I guess, oh well he'll get over it....I always do.And I am sad to report that i still need to loose another 9 lbs. before I will be at what my doctors call a healthy weight for me..we shall see though.Oh yeah and some guy I just met claimed that he really really liked me (I shudder to think the poor guy though t he might be in...."L" or whatever) with me at a dance on Saturday...SO FUCKING DUMB!!!I laughed so hard when he was like trying to swoon me or whatever and i walked away yet he got my number from my bestfriend...erg!Anyways, guys are suck dogs for a girl when she puts on makeup i guess, anyways...yeah and then my bestfriend's cuzn and me were chillin and he also gaveme his number...wow...this has never happend to me before and all this in one weekend.I ignored everyone though cuz these gusy are obviously blind if they want my digits..haha..anyways...yeah so there was my dumb boy crazee weekend...but in all honesty I don't want anymore boyfriends right now and i definelty do not believe in true love for me right now or that i may ever find the real version of it..only dumb guys who claim to have it ready for me, only to find out they actually we just fucking wiht my head like always....Sorry getting a lil angry there...ok gotta go ttyl.Bye