Apr 08, 2004 17:03
Hey, alright welll today was kind of a pointless day because we didn't have to be at school if we wanted to go to the soccer game in Georgetown(near Austin)and it would be an excused absence so a WHOLE bunch of people went. I would have definately gone but of course driving sucks so yeah. But hopefully my boys take home the win GO COWBOYS!!!then hopefully our hockey team takes on the state again!!new slogan:Coppell Hockey, Back 4 more in 04 yea jordan came up with that one..but okay today indiv.and family life was boring because blake and some other guys weren't there so no entertainment :( and we learned about emotional stories and we have to write one so hopefully i'll write a good one and can give it to somebody :( even though i guess i'm not in their lives anymore. i dont know it seems like nothing is the same anymore. i dont know how many of you ever just feel so alone like the one person that you feel so comfortable with and just in the words of jessica simpson "can say anything crazy" but they will still love you no matter what.being alone is a fear of everybodys i'm sure but to me its more than a fear its like a death. if that made no sense then i completely understand but its just so hard looking for words that describe the emptiness inside or the like my whole heart is missing and i dont know whats keeping me alive. but yea jus threw in my 2 or 5 cents in..but anyway on with the day in child develop. we watched this setuplets video and it was insane like me and rick would comment on the movie and mrs.kinder would yell at us..no idea what thats about but hEY..and i gotta drive tonight and then goin out with erin and jax hopefully to gvine and party for a lil bit. well sorry if this was long i just can't really get over this lonliness or i guess not being loved. call me crazy or not but it's the worst feeling in the world.but goodbye to you(temple) and i wish you nothing but the best in the midwest.goodbye. and to the rest of you see you whenever or talk to you when i write in this again.