Sep 15, 2005 21:25
so yea..i havent written in what has been like YEARS.
i cant even remember where i left off...i think it was with me and johnny maybe? i dunno..
anyways...summer was gay as hell...fun but really really gay...i went to warped tour...had the time of my muh phukin LIFE!..SAOSIN was AwEsOmE i def. love them more and more everytime i listen to them.
so more to update. Me and Roy=best friends yeaaaa Me and John=going out AWWWWW yes i gotta new b.f...uhm i love all my friends even more day after day...i miss julio G very much..but hes comin down this weekend so maybe ill get to see him YESSS...
schools started...oh woopdy friggin doo...i dont get to see HALF the ppl i used to see last year...i miss '05...i want to be in '07 very badly...theres too much drama with '08 and '09 just gay...i love when school starts...u know EXACTLY who the freshman are...cuz they wear their ID's (which i lost) and they look very very lost..and this year...small...so its like hmm freshman ::point:: freshman ::point:: then u start thinking...damn how mean am i..then u relize..u dont really give a SHIT...and the freshman try to be hard and start shit with u...SIT DOWN CHILDREN U WONT WIN. end of story man. lets see..i already have a b.f in the beginning of the school year..i was planning on staying single a lil longer but its all good...my boyfriend is white..and treats me good..so im good...wuteva...theres new drama...but then again there isnt..tis odd but i like it lol...ive already lost my geometry book (oops?) i mean..who the hell steals a geometry book?
soo..football season FUCK YES! omg i have been waiting for football season to start since football season ended last year...the sad thing is ..i really dont get the game but i love watching it and hanging out with friends...its a blast.
so homecomings coming up...::sigh:: i still dunno if ima go...i want to really bad...but im so poor its kinda difficult..and everyone says the famous "why doesnt ur boyfriend pay for u" cuz i dont like it when ppl buy me really expensive things SORRY!...cheese and rice...like its a sweet gesture but im so used to paying for myself or somebody else...i dont have a date to homecoming...i dont think johns going...its kinda sad how i never wanna bring my boyfriends newhere...lol its kinda mean too...but oh well...their choice not mine (sometimes) ya knowww?
homelife...sucks..i think thats how its gonna be forever. little kitty got hit by a car sunday...hes doing alot better..cripled, yes but doing better.
on another note... I MISS LANTANA! sounds mucho gayo but i do...i loved how i knew everyone..and how everyone was near me...now everyones all spread out and i never get to see anyone nemore...found Terrell in the newspaper bout his football game vs olympic heights...aww i was so proud...i love seeing my friends in the paper or something and showing they did something really good..it just makes me feel good like aw man i know him...but yea..
uhmm lets see...people change. get over it. i was definately changing in the 1st 3 days of school...not happy pretty much...krissy noticed. bree noticed. ok well ...everyone noticed. they didnt like it...and neither did i but hey thats how i felt. anywho..
I LOVE YOU! ...and ur momma too haha!
im outties.. <333
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