mel's frustration with life
I'm almost 20 years old and I have done nothing with my life. Sure, I'm in college but I find myself skipping like 3 classes per week because "I have better shit to do". What is that better shit you might ask? Oh yeah, that would be sleeping or sitting on my ass watching TV or playing free cell. I know everyone has to go through this "What am I doing with my life" phase at some point in their lives but I was hoping mine wouldn't hit me until at least my senior year. I just want to get out there and do something. Fuck money, fuck school, fuck everything. I'm not afraid to be out there with no more than $5 in my pocket and not exactly sure how I'm going to eat dinner that week, as long as I'm out there. You'd think that once you go away to college you'd feel more free and independent. Mmmmm nope. My job is shitty (I'm lucky I even have one), I'm constantly being reminded of student loans and how important my degree is. As much as I love my major, I just can't see myself doing the 9 to 5 deal, stuck behind a desk and worried about getting fired anytime soon. I want to do something for ME before I'm stuck with that shit.
In conclusion...if anyone wants to be my partner in crime, let's fuck up our lives a little bit before we have to go out into the "real world". I'm thinking...roadies on the warped tour this summer. how fuckin' fun would that be?
this is where you comment and say: "Mel, quit your bitching. You've got way more than alot of people could even ask for!" I'm grateful...I guess I'm just bored.
In conclusion...if anyone wants to be my partner in crime, let's fuck up our lives a little bit before we have to go out into the "real world". I'm thinking...roadies on the warped tour this summer. how fuckin' fun would that be?
this is where you comment and say: "Mel, quit your bitching. You've got way more than alot of people could even ask for!" I'm grateful...I guess I'm just bored.