dont want to sound like i'm always complaining

[lilmeggee87]

i dont want to feel like i'm always complaining and if i do complain all the time i'm sorry cause this time i just have to get it out today started to be a great day and then i dont know what happened after that but it just went down hill from great to alfull i never had my heart hurt as much as it hurts now and i dont know what it is that is making hurt and i just feel like giving up also like my litttle sun shine wants to do but i just dont know anymore..ppl make fun of me for who i like and i'm sorry do i make fun of the guys that some ppl like NO i didnt think so and i'm just so sick of how everyone is treating me i just hate it and i know i may do it to you i just hate it so much and it hurts so much i just dont know anymore so parts of me is telling me one thing and other parts of me are telling me different things i dont know how it happens but it happens and that goes the same with my friends some tell me one nad others tell me different and i want to so belive the ppl that care about me more then any one but others jsut make it sound so real like they are right but right now my heart is telling me to listen to my better friends who love me no matter what and not the "so called friends" who always makes fun of me
sorry if i'm complaining but not way to be ppl cause why wast time when there are only like 1 persone who deserves it and that would be my little sun shine cause she is always there for me no matter what happens..
laters
megs