Jul 29, 2006 12:27
where did all of the time go?
im so lost in thoughts and wishing i could rewind or erase things. i want to hold him and capture all of the worry in a jar that should never be opend. like pandora's box. only curiousity would kill us all.
would i change for him? do you think? he'd want me to go to church. sunday morning at an early hour. where i'd be expected to pray. perhaps he'd make a compromise?
"the scent of your skin and forgien flowers"
last time we talked there was a vauge mention of marriage. i said im too young and i haven't graduated. seems legit to me. am i right?
god i wish there was someone i could talk to about all of this.
i miss him.