Jan 05, 2004 19:38
Yo! Today turned out to b one of those good day's for me [without Alyssa, hahaha j/p]. But to b perfectly honest, for some reason i feel great, like the time i liked erica [no comment]. But i think i'm getting the feeling that i have feelings for this girl who bumped into me by accident while i wuz taking my test! But i dont think she'll b into someone like me. It's like she is a freshman, but to b honest she's a lil prepy. See i dont got a problem with people like her, but if we did ever go out, i dont want to hang out with all of the jocks and preps at my school. It's not that i hate them, cuz i am friends with some of them, it's just i'll feel like im sortof different around every1. See people at school [other than the band, well at least some in the band] tell me that they know they'll miss me when i move to florida. Most of the people in the band either talk "too much shit to other people". Even sometimes people in the band who think they have a "great friend" might turn on him. So band people dont know who i am, and wut im all about. But someother people might know where i come from [Alyssa, not from squrruil's, ok?!, lol]. I dont meeting people and talkin' to them and stuff, unless that certain person dont turn on u.
But anyway, i'm going to have to see if she's at least reachable and if i can at least reach her heart and stuff, but this time since some1 though last time i "stalked" her cuz i followed her around school even though she must of forgot that i had the same classes with her for most of my periods, i will not "stalk" someone. I've sure learned my lesson [sarcasticly]! But i'll try to b cool with her. Forget my stupid past and not hesitate [that's one problem of mine]. But if she goes to pearl again, i'll probably ask her to dance. Ok Alyssa if ur reading this u could i-m me cuz i wuz tryin' to get u to get ur attention to i-m me. So i'll b waiting for ur i-m i guess. I gotta go, i need to do my History homework, which i'm passing this year! I'll update later, Bye!
[Oh yea, i'm getting AOL soon, so my new screen name will b in my user info page]