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yo its me mikey. today i am feeling kinda wierd. two days of inventory and i'm really tired. though i did not have to get up at 6, sill i had long shifts. and these last three days very fun things happened after work. I got to know my co worker mary..she is the coolest ever. Leo and I, MAry, Michelle, and others. Have been some good times. I'm feeling very wierd though at the moment. Its the weed mixing in with beer. Having thoughts i though i had gotten rid of. Chris is a big factor with this day. Feelings of loneliness and pain kinda takes over my body and my mind. I think i'm going to take a break from drinking for a while..well i cannot mix the weed with drinking anymore. I feel distant and isolated from the rest tonight. At one point, i felt like everyone was after me with anything i said. I don't know why i thought this but i did and still have. Just a stupid thing that lingers you know. I felt/feel aweful about it and i have really know idea why. another good note...i have bought resident evil 2 and it sucks as a movie but with commentary it's fucking awesome...i love watching movies with commentary...it makes the movie more interesting. anyway i am blabbing my head off. Another random thought.....these acussations that have been filed against me about me and a shoe are simply not true...not nope...umm...no way...umm....ok yeah they are true...i did in fact get so stoned outta my mind i could not untie my shoe for 10 whole minutes. it was so fucking awesome....ya ok i'm gone i'm outa here.....love and milkshakes......and love mary,leo,kyle,michelle, and lauren...love you all even though im in a crappy mood tonight...im not wierd..i just feel things when im under the influence....more often then the average person but hey so sue me....peace