like one of the saddest day of my life :(

[lilman4168]

well today was a tear jerker for me first off i go to jacquis to say goodbye to her and hang out with some peeps before she left, i said my goodbyes and a few tears came out :( god....... im gonna miss her, she is truly one of a kind then i went home and ate some dinner with my parents and spent some time with them then i went to burger king and met up with lori, nicole, jenny, andrea, and jessica. then we all left and went over to steve's place for a bit and then nick, chris, lori, laura, jenny, nicole, steve, and andrea and me went to van dyke bowl to bowl it up i dunno what i was thinking by bringing my own ball to bowl with im such an ass goddamn it we were just chilling in the parking lot and then i go to my car real quick and chris comes over and talks to me about what happened at the club with courtney and how she was trying to kiss me and how i resisted he told me that he respected me and shook my hand i felt good about what i did that night chris... what a guy my view on him completely reversed hes got balls comming up to me to tell me that i find that very respectable so nick and chris and laura and jenny and nicole left so the remaining of us went to dunkin doughnuts to chill then shannon had to leave so me lori and andrea chilled in the parking lot then went back to steves place where we said goodbye omg im gonna miss him so much he is like the nicest guy ever, such a straight shooter, god im gonna miss him its getting hard to type this now god :( im going over his house tomorrow at like 930 to say goodbye again its gonna be even harder the second time around

you never realize what you have till its gone.....

~I WILL NOT HAVE ANOTHER CIGARETTE OR A CIGAR EVER AGAIN~