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Nov 28, 2005 22:34

i hate him so much, i hope he fucking dies. he doesnt deserve to even talk to me or think about me. he has been the biggest dick throughout all of this, when i needed him most, he cryed like the bitch he is and let me down so i had no one to lean againest. he "needed" someone, and didnt give a damn that all he did was bring me down all the time, he has no idea how bad he hurt me. he just thinks im a bitch. my new boyfriend doesnt hurt me like he did and continues to do. he never treated me that way, he is always someone i can lean againest.
i dont want anything to do with this bastard anymore.. he cant even take responsibility for anything he has ever done to me or with me. i dont trust that he wasnt playing around when we dated, im actually sorry we dated, i wish we hadnt and that it had all been a lie, but it wasnt i fell for him, and he turned out to be a COMPULSIVE liar about the stupidest littlest things. why would someone lie about stuff like that?
i hate him and everything he stands for, i dont believe he has money at all. i dont believe his family is rich, i think its all bullshit to make people like him. he trys to fit in whereever he can. he needs people to like him and need him back, he cant be happy just being him. he is very pathetic and i cant believe i was so blind not to see it. he says i didnt give a damn but that in itself is bullshit. i was even thinking of marrying him. but thank god it never got that far. he thinks he can make for everything with buying food and sneaking through windows. bullshit, nothing he will ever do will make up for what he did to me

i really dont care about you anymore, i dont love you, i dont miss you, and by the way i will not miss you even when things get rough between me and my boyfriend. i really care about my boyfriend and he cares about me, in a way that wasnt there for me and you. you think you know everything about him and our relationship, but you dont...you hear things that arent true. he has his bad qaulities yes but yours are far worse... i like him so much more...anyway have a good life, im glad we arent together

ya everyone that is about me... someone who I care alot about and thought they cared about me wrote that. We were together for little over 7 months. And now all this. I don't know what I did to her to make her feel this way but she's right about everything. I feel like I need friends. But I was there for her most the times. There were times when I wasn't but some of those times she would tell me nothing was wrong repeatedly when i would ask her over and over what was wrong. She wrongs about me having money though but money isn't important. It can't buy you happiness. And yes I did lie about stupid things like tony staying the night becuz she did not like tony at all. and she only knew i lied about that becuz she checked my voicemail and his mom was on there which was wrong for her to do. But I did NOT play around when me and her were dating. I was faithful to her. I wanted to marry her I thought she was the one for me so why would I cheat on her. turns out she was the one who cheated on me. And yes everyone I do have bad qualities.. everyone does mine just happen to be me cutting myself when I get depressed. Its dumb I know but I do it. I don't know why. But I loved her i really did. Now its hard too. I do still care about her but like everything else with me it doesn't matter to her. But I'm off to bed cuz I gotta work in the mornin.
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