I've been...

[lilmamadiva]

ok, ok an update...of sorts.

I've been here & there.
I've been doing a lot of soul-searching to decide what it is that I am doing with myself.
I've been getting hung up on people that don't deserve me or my time.
I've been working a lot & saving money.
I've been to see my mother in the last month because well you see she had a stroke & it's about time to clear away some of the crap.
I've been drifting away from some bad influences & I have to tell you I feel great.
I've been on a some what serious health kick recently. I am going to lose this weight.
I've been difficult to some of you & I am sorry.
I've been getting caught up on all the reading I want to do.
I've been missing the lot of you cause this distance driving to see some of you is killing me...
I've been getting back to the basics of me.

Is that enough "I've been" for you?

Love to you all.

this is for you...

threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back
a name in your recollection down among a million same
difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over
when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me
but i threw you the obvious just to see if
there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy
here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded
but i see through it all and see you
so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel
eyes of a tragedy
oh well apparently nothing
you don't see me
you don't see me at all