Apr 18, 2008 01:03
wow, the semester is almost over, all that is left is exams. im pretty much failing all my classes right now. im not really sure what happened there. well i am but that is besides the point.
once again the marines wont let him come home. im getting sick of this game. i might just go see him again. then theres that other person, who knows whats really going on there. oh the choices. i only have a week of school left and then im back home for the summer.
Bailey is getting married in july and morgan is prego, shes due in october. and well i have nothing exciting going on in my own life, i wish i did though... im kinda sick of being in the shadows...
Morgans wedding + baileys wedding = anna getting nothing cause all the money went to the weddings.
what do i get... i bridesmaid dress, some shoes, and a bra... i sound greedy and a little spoiled but i've never not been able to have almost anything i wanted. my loans didnt go as planed either so i really dont have any money. ive never been rich but ive never been this poor.
i feel like i never want to do anything anymore. all i ever want to do is sit in my apartment. i almost never go anywhere else. i feel bad for that. i think i hung out with tammy a grand total of like 15 time this year. i feel like shit for that.
tammy you were my first friend here, and you are one of my best friends here. im sorry i didnt hang out with you more
sometimes i feel like i just dont fit in. it sucks.
i wish i didnt have a reading/learning problem. it would make my life 110x easier.
it sometimes makes me feel as if i could never have a real job cause im stupid.
i had Katie P cut my hair again. i like it just not the sides. i want them to be a little more rounded... thats and easy fix. other then that i love it
i wish i had stayed in dance.
i wish i stayed in music.
i wish i had picked one or the other so i was great at something and not just ok at everything.
i wish i was a more outgoing person, but im not...im very shy and very scared of what i dont know.
i wish that this entry didnt turn out the way it did, but it did so i shall leave it
i wish he was here
i wish i knew which one to follow
i wish my room was clean
i wish devon was here, so i could always have my best friend by my side.
i wish to go to bed now, and now i will
night nights, sweet dreams to you all
~*~Anna Mae