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Mar 02, 2006 02:38

Clearly I'm in a weird mood. Been tired all day, and decided that at 2am was a good time to take photos instead of going to bed. OBVIOUSLY I'm intelligent. Good thing I don't work tomorrow. And also good that Friday I work late. Upon uploading them onto my machine, I decided that I clearly look like I feel....


That picture makes me look old.
The last while I've been thinking about life and death. In less than four months I will be 25.
I don't expect to live past 50.
When it was the anniversary of The Good Doctor's death, I caught his suicide note. He was 67 and said "seventeen more years than I needed or wanted."
Which of course, recalled in my head recollections of Jeff's statements about 'pulling an earnest hemingway' a few years ago. Because, really, it was only fitting that The Doctor went the same way as his idol.

Are you disconcerted?
Don't be.
Really.

photos

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