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[lillysdoll]

Rock bottom has now been hit.

I don't know if I want to climb out of yet or not.

so un-fucking believable.

if you tell someone you love them and want to spend the rest of your life with them, and then 'don't feel that way anymore' months later... well, you never really loved them, anyway, did you?

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[dangerbrat]

I am sorry to hear things did not work out.

I do not agree that there was never any love to begin with, circumstances change and people change. These are simple facts. It is not a reflection upon what was it is only a reality for what is and tainting or demeaning what was will only hurt you more.

*Hugs* I, however, completely understand what you are going through right now and will be there however you need me to be.

[lillysdoll]

didn't she already taint and demean it enough by tearing it to pieces, julie? none of it meant anything (or enough) to her, since right now she's proven that all she really is is a self-serving, shallow, unloyal, cunt.

*sigh* i don't know. its all too new for my responses to be the same from minute to minute. I just really don't know if I can do this. not again. the first time almost killed me.

[dangerbrat]

I can certainly understand how you are going to feel that way. It is not all that different than what I felt when Kyle turned away from me and is now engaged to Lisa. Was all that love for nothing? Did he ever love me? Was I just a convenient toy to be so easily thrown away

[mocks]

Rough. Lemme know if I can do anything to help.

[lillysdoll]

i will, ryan. thanks.

[thepoppet]

welcome to the society of disposable relationships....

[orange_ideas]

*hugs* Break ups suck

[anonymous]

You are getting better each day. As the days go by it'll get easier. Just remember that's it's okay for things to get better. The wounds may get itchy, but don't pick at them.