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I really, really, reeeeaaaally don't want to start school again. I'm too lazy, I never participate, and I am a procrastinator. I just want to sit. I sound really pathetic right now. Maybe it's my fear of starting high school. No, I know what it is I'm afraid of most. Gym class. I hate gym.
So, I'm still listening to Total Eclipse of the Heart/Totale Finsternis. I'm not sure if it's still stuck in my head, or I'm just addicted. Hmm.
I also don't want to join drama club that much anymore either. I don't know why, maybe I'm scared or maybe I'm shy. People expect me to join because they automatically label me as "the weird girl who likes musicals." Maybe I just want to be a lazy bum. Maybe I just want to sit around 24/7 with my headphones on my head. I don't know. People have also said that we need to start thinking what we want to do in the future career-wise. How am I supposed to know what I want to be?
I have no freakin' clue. I'm becoming more and more stressed.
I think I'll have a glass of tea.
So, I'm still listening to Total Eclipse of the Heart/Totale Finsternis. I'm not sure if it's still stuck in my head, or I'm just addicted. Hmm.
I also don't want to join drama club that much anymore either. I don't know why, maybe I'm scared or maybe I'm shy. People expect me to join because they automatically label me as "the weird girl who likes musicals." Maybe I just want to be a lazy bum. Maybe I just want to sit around 24/7 with my headphones on my head. I don't know. People have also said that we need to start thinking what we want to do in the future career-wise. How am I supposed to know what I want to be?
I have no freakin' clue. I'm becoming more and more stressed.
I think I'll have a glass of tea.