I don't feel like dancing - I mean, writing.
Normally, this isn't a problem: if I don't feel like writing, I don't write. There are, after all, plenty of other things I can do with my time. Like fuck about on the internet, blatantly wasting my life. I'm aware of my shortcomings. It would be so much more admirable if I actually did something about them, but whatever, that's not the point I'm trying to make today.
My point is, this week doesn't come under the heading of 'normally.' This week comes under the heading of '4000 word essay is due in on Thursday, write it already.'
My brain is unhelpful. It's going, 'Write! Now!' 'But I don't want to! I could maybe try revising?' No! Write!' 'Don't want to!' The result? Nothing gets done at all, not even revision (exams start two weeks today - oh dammit! In two weeks, my first exam will be over. Wow, freaking out now.)
My point is, this week doesn't come under the heading of 'normally.' This week comes under the heading of '4000 word essay is due in on Thursday, write it already.'
My brain is unhelpful. It's going, 'Write! Now!' 'But I don't want to! I could maybe try revising?' No! Write!' 'Don't want to!' The result? Nothing gets done at all, not even revision (exams start two weeks today - oh dammit! In two weeks, my first exam will be over. Wow, freaking out now.)