Here you sit trying hard, to forget what you're thinking of.
-You're a different person now-
-Only one who hasn't changed-
-Only one who's stayed the same-
I think it's weird how we all use our journals to say what we wish we could say in person to the people we feel we can't really talk to anymore. Or at least not like we used to.
We all do it. I'll admit I do it. I'm doing it now. We leave little comments in random places in our journal entries, trying to be subtle, but we all know we aren't being clever... and we all know what/who the comment is about.
It's all stuff we don't want to bring up when we see each other, so we do it here, and pretend everything is okay when we talk to each other in person. But we know it's not okay, it's not the same anymore, and no matter how much we may want it to be like it used to be, it probably won't ever be the same again. We're all trying way too hard and it's not supposed to be that way... it just got too big.
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Anchorman tonight with Kristin, Rachel, and possibly Corrin.
It's going to be awesome... I can feel it.
-Only one who hasn't changed-
-Only one who's stayed the same-
I think it's weird how we all use our journals to say what we wish we could say in person to the people we feel we can't really talk to anymore. Or at least not like we used to.
We all do it. I'll admit I do it. I'm doing it now. We leave little comments in random places in our journal entries, trying to be subtle, but we all know we aren't being clever... and we all know what/who the comment is about.
It's all stuff we don't want to bring up when we see each other, so we do it here, and pretend everything is okay when we talk to each other in person. But we know it's not okay, it's not the same anymore, and no matter how much we may want it to be like it used to be, it probably won't ever be the same again. We're all trying way too hard and it's not supposed to be that way... it just got too big.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Anchorman tonight with Kristin, Rachel, and possibly Corrin.
It's going to be awesome... I can feel it.