Something I wrote a week ago and never posted...just a journal entry
I want to write. I love to write. The words come out smoother written then it does coming out of my own mouth. I'm driven, and loving it too. I got my fafsa filled out and turned in and it's been approved and now I have to wait for a phone call from the college and I can't wait! I'm going to sign up for the June 10th Star program so that I can get the classes that I want before they get full! I'm so excited, I feel like I'm on my way to achieving my goals and dreams in life! I'm Pumped! Persistence. My new favorite word that motivates me everytime I hear it. It pushes me to write. I believe in myself so much more than I did a few days ago! I think it has to do with "The Secret" because that movie always gets me happy and reminds me what's most important. I swear I almost broke out in tears and cried out in joy at the movie but I had to contain myself so that I wouldn't freak jenni out lol.
I am trying to hard, i just need to write and write, even if i don't have anything to write about at the moment. I love when I can sit back and let my fingers do all the work. I've got a few ideas for a book and they're just sitting in my head waiting to be written but I have trouble getting it out of me for I don't know how to start. I don't really plan on starting from the beginning of a story and I sure as hell don't plan on completely planning out the story because that will just take all the fun out of my writing, i want to be able to let my mind imagine and bring to life into words of my very own book! Ahh how nice that will be, to have a book published. I always wonder what other people's memories are like, I wish I could see through their eyes, but instead, I imagine what they see and it's always a different story.
One of my goals in my life, is to learn how to play a piano. I know alot about it, but I want to practice and play music for myself and my boys. The sound of the piano always calms me down, and helps me to think w/out being so loud and distracting.
I am trying to hard, i just need to write and write, even if i don't have anything to write about at the moment. I love when I can sit back and let my fingers do all the work. I've got a few ideas for a book and they're just sitting in my head waiting to be written but I have trouble getting it out of me for I don't know how to start. I don't really plan on starting from the beginning of a story and I sure as hell don't plan on completely planning out the story because that will just take all the fun out of my writing, i want to be able to let my mind imagine and bring to life into words of my very own book! Ahh how nice that will be, to have a book published. I always wonder what other people's memories are like, I wish I could see through their eyes, but instead, I imagine what they see and it's always a different story.
One of my goals in my life, is to learn how to play a piano. I know alot about it, but I want to practice and play music for myself and my boys. The sound of the piano always calms me down, and helps me to think w/out being so loud and distracting.