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Today, I am feeling the results of being a bad person and the fact that I am being a chicken and not dealing with it. I don't want to have one of those conversations that no one wants to have and probably never end well. How can it? I didn't do anything wrong, it the strictest sense anyway, but having to hurt other people is never a good feeling.
...I wonder if I'm regressing, wanting what I know or what's easiest. The past will bite ya, every time. But maybe pulling an about face isn't always a regression but a recognition that there are certain things and people who I shouldn't take for granted. Although right now, that happens to clash with things I'm not willing to give up. I'm pretty grounded here now, I guess. I'm trying to be the see it throught type. It's good.
I don't know why I wrote this...but does anyone ever really have a purpose in writing blogposts? The immediate aversion of less desireable things I have to do will work. POST!
...I wonder if I'm regressing, wanting what I know or what's easiest. The past will bite ya, every time. But maybe pulling an about face isn't always a regression but a recognition that there are certain things and people who I shouldn't take for granted. Although right now, that happens to clash with things I'm not willing to give up. I'm pretty grounded here now, I guess. I'm trying to be the see it throught type. It's good.
I don't know why I wrote this...but does anyone ever really have a purpose in writing blogposts? The immediate aversion of less desireable things I have to do will work. POST!