in the beggining

[lillyanna]

well me and panos had our first arguement.. well dissagrement last nite... it was bound to happen... he came up to see me in nottingham and met all my friends and things were goin gr8.. well so i thought.. however panos dissappeared.. i searched for him for like 15 mins and couldnt find him.. went back to his m8s and told them i still couldnt find him, stratos said, oh ok.. has anything happened between u 2? .. i was like no.. he said oh ok.. doenst matter.. so i knew there was something wrong so i go looking again.. find him on the balcony sat on his own in a corner.. ask him wats wrong and he has a go at me saying how he drove all that way to see me and i ignor him all night... i was like where the fuck did u get that idea from.. i had spent pretty much all night with him apart from the exception of saying hello to my friends wen i see them and dancing on the stage to the songs i really like.. it wasnt my fault if he prefered to go downstairs and i like the main room.. and he said that i never once asked him to come dance with me on the stage (which is true cus if anyones seen me dancing on the stage at rock city.. i pretty much dance alone). and he didnt like the fact that when i danced in a group of my friends and his friends i wasnt dancing with him (in other words he wanted me stood next to him all night). so i apologised.. i dont think i needed to but i didnt want to ruin the night.. but at this point it was already ruined.. i was pissed off so i didnt feel like dancing much.. especially cus i felt like i cudnt go and dance with my friends without asking his permission.. and wen i didn go on the stafe again.. i had to firstly ask panos if its ok and if he wanted to come with me.. which just ruined the whole song as i thought more about whther i was paying enough attention to him rather than enjoying the song... needless to say i left early.. walked panos and co back to their car and came home...

gah .. i dont understand men.. this is y being single is always better