It'll be ok. It always is.
Ultimately, i want to be amazing.
Amazingly cute, with amazing shoes, amazing hair, and an amazingly addicting smile.
My amazing, not your perception.
Perhaps a little less amazing than you imagined, but no less than what i did.
Where it's ok to feel the way i do, enjoy what i want, and get excited over the little things that make me tick.
I had that once.
Surrounded by love, where it was ok to be the one i had always pictured myself as... love. It does that to you. It makes you glow from the inside out, with radiant, contageous, joy witnessed by all that pass by.
Unfortunately, this love may be defined as the biggest mistake of my life.
I had always thought the first step to recovery was admitting you had a problem.
I think i did that years ago, sobbing face down in the grass, after a christmas party where i almost embarrassed myself, to the person i trusted the most.... confessing my greatest pains. Regrets are just that, they live with you forever.
Sally is in here somewhere. Waiting to be released again.
Until then, i smile like everything is fine, because it is.... right?
Come home.
"I think everyone that knows of you, knows why"
...then, i suppose everyone but me.
Amazingly cute, with amazing shoes, amazing hair, and an amazingly addicting smile.
My amazing, not your perception.
Perhaps a little less amazing than you imagined, but no less than what i did.
Where it's ok to feel the way i do, enjoy what i want, and get excited over the little things that make me tick.
I had that once.
Surrounded by love, where it was ok to be the one i had always pictured myself as... love. It does that to you. It makes you glow from the inside out, with radiant, contageous, joy witnessed by all that pass by.
Unfortunately, this love may be defined as the biggest mistake of my life.
I had always thought the first step to recovery was admitting you had a problem.
I think i did that years ago, sobbing face down in the grass, after a christmas party where i almost embarrassed myself, to the person i trusted the most.... confessing my greatest pains. Regrets are just that, they live with you forever.
Sally is in here somewhere. Waiting to be released again.
Until then, i smile like everything is fine, because it is.... right?
Come home.
"I think everyone that knows of you, knows why"
...then, i suppose everyone but me.