Apr 22, 2005 22:38
HAHA it's me again. Yes I am that bored. I was just being reminded how badly I need to run. I think that is the only thing right now that could keep me sane, yet I can't. BLARG!!!! Maybe the elliptical? I dunno, I need something. I feel so unhealthy and stressed. Exercise would really help my outlook on things right now..
(I miss Frank.)
So I am sorta talking to my dad. Like I will talk to him when I am talking to everyone else.. like at dinner. When he asks a question I will answer, i am not that rude after all, but I don't add the smiles or questions back. I need to talk to him and get everything off my chest.
(I miss Frank.)
Ahh I need to wash my uniform. I am returning to work tomorrow which sucks. I need to study, and sleep.. and a lot of other things.
(I miss Frank.)
Oh the freakiest thing happend. Ok so i thought all the stuff with my stalker blew over. Like i figured ok he was possible just a weird guy interested in my car ( or wanting to steal it cause stealing cars isn't new to him) and took it too far. So he has followed the restraining order, as far as I know. But the other day he was at the gas station near my house and my neighbor that was a witness at court was also there. When the stalker guy saw my neighbor, the one who witnessed against him, he made his hand into a gun and pointed it my neighbor pretending to shoot him. Sicko!!!!! Man this guy is fucking insane.... Ohhh and to top it all off.. the other day a women that lives down the street from me was walking door to door with people she knows has children and informed my family that the man who lives directly across the street from me is a sex offender. She handed us the print-out from the Sherrif's web site, and sure enough it was him. I could not believe it. What in the world is this fucking world coming to. I have a sex offender across the street who is always waving and seems nice, and a stalker/ auto theif a few blocks away.
(I miss Frank.)
So i should study. I told myself I would... but am I ... NOPE! Owell........ i am off to go do laundry.