Apr 19, 2005 19:39
I am soo tired from today. Going back wasn't easy at all, especailly the waking up early part. I have sooooooo much work to do it isn't even funny, and what am I not doing right now... yuppers you guessed it, the make-up work. Hey I have two days for every day right? And I was out 3 weeks.. so that gives me 6 weeks make-up time... right? Lol which brings us to the end of the year.. Woo hoo for that. Procrastination will have to cease soon though if I want to keep what part of my sanity I have left.
My dad and I silently agreed that I wasn't talking to him so he wouldn't bother me. I like it that way. It kills me to think of how close we were and how it all changed. He has seemed soo different the past months. Meaner, edgy, more stressed, bitchy, rude... etc. Frank and I have decided we can work around it all though. There is no way my father will disrupt what we have had going on so wonderfully now for over a year. Everything will work itself out. Should they not, I turn 18 in October. 6 months of putting up with shit and then moving I will do should the time call for it.
Ohhh the work. I can't stop thinking about how I should be doing it right now instead of typing on this stupid journal. Sigh.. I guess I will hop to it shortly. Then again Frank is on his way over.. so we will see how much I actually get done.