hollaback! lu is off the market lol
lol omg!! this past week has been crazy lol... so yeah... lynnsy is no longer on the hunt lol... it feels good... butyes u guessed it... me and keith are now an item... lol... i don't think i have ever been happier in my life... honestly..i know i have said that before... lol.. but im happier now then i was then.. andim sure it won't be the last time i say it... but yeah.. im excited lol... and so is keith.. his mommy is a florist and he got me this vase full of mini roses and the prettiest pink and white carnations i've ever seen lol... and then there are sum purple daisy's and sum iris's in there... and sum purply babyh's breath... its soo pretty... no guy has ever gotten me floweres before... and he got them for me before we made things official between us lol... butyeah... i am uber happy... i get to meet his family on thursday lol... im excited... u would thinki would be worried.. but im not.. im just excited... i think the excitement for being abel to see him again is overshadowing my worry of meeting his parents lol... butyeah... he'll meet my family eventually... if uncle dean has his bonfire then he can meet every1 then but yeah... he's such a cutie... lol.. he let me drive his truck last ntie..wel more like this morning seeing as it was almost 4am lol... havn't been gettin much sleep lately lol... since i have been working alot i don't get home till late and thats the only time i can talk to him for longer than 10 minutes lol and then we usually stay on the phone till midnite lol... needless to say i haven't been gettin much sleep... but yeah he's a sweet heart lol.. one of those hopeless romantic traditional types lol...
we went to a haunted house on friday... i feel bad cuz he payed for me... but i am in dyer need of gas and i wasn't about to argue with him lol... regardless i thot it was cute lol.. butyeah... we went to the one at the gibraltar trade center. lol.. it was me amanda rachelle and keith... butyeah if ya know me u know im jumpy lol.. needless to say i was attached to keiths arm the whole time lol... it was fun .. but eyah then we ended up in denny;s on like12 or 13 and gratiotlol... at like midnite lol... and i had scool the next morning lol... yeah got about 3 hours of sleep and then had to get up and go to scool... yeah... kinda feel bad cuz i think mya likes keith... buti really can't do nething about it... iv'e talked to keith about it and he assures me that nothing is gonna happen between them... but i dunno... newho... and rachelle is afraid she is going to lose keith... it just seems like me andkeith getting together is causing all these problems lol... andi feel bad being happy with him... but at the same time ... im like its my life... and keith makes me happy.. im not gonna sacrifice my happiness cuz it causes tension between frends...
butyeah... and everyone is soo sad and depressed and im happy.. andi feel bad talkin bout y im happy... but i dunno.. i just wish every1 would get over shit and just be happy...
but yeah... i should get off now lol... i got laundry to do... tomorro equals work at target from 1-6ish... but yeah. then scool and sum more work and then thursday is super nintendo and fun times in the blazer with keith lol... im really glad we are taking shit slow... its nice not feeling rushed or feeling like we have to do shit cuz every1 else is... we are both on the same level... which is nice lol... im just happy he accepts me for me.. he knows i smoke and everything.. he doesn't care for the smoking but he isn't tryin to make me quit.... and that almost makes me want to quit lol.. if i felt like i could at this ppoint i would... but right now... part of me feels like it is sort of a lifeline of sum sort lol... i dunno... the fact is i don't want to quit and keith isn't forcing me... cuz i told him that i wasn't goin to make promises i couldn't keep.... and if i promised him i would quit... i know at this point it wouldn't work and i would end up hurting him ... ive been through that before and im not about to go back... lolbut yeah
thats enough for now lol... i just felt the need to share the new boy with the livejournal world.. but mostly i haven't LJed in over a week lol it was about time for an update lol... newho imout
we went to a haunted house on friday... i feel bad cuz he payed for me... but i am in dyer need of gas and i wasn't about to argue with him lol... regardless i thot it was cute lol.. butyeah... we went to the one at the gibraltar trade center. lol.. it was me amanda rachelle and keith... butyeah if ya know me u know im jumpy lol.. needless to say i was attached to keiths arm the whole time lol... it was fun .. but eyah then we ended up in denny;s on like12 or 13 and gratiotlol... at like midnite lol... and i had scool the next morning lol... yeah got about 3 hours of sleep and then had to get up and go to scool... yeah... kinda feel bad cuz i think mya likes keith... buti really can't do nething about it... iv'e talked to keith about it and he assures me that nothing is gonna happen between them... but i dunno... newho... and rachelle is afraid she is going to lose keith... it just seems like me andkeith getting together is causing all these problems lol... andi feel bad being happy with him... but at the same time ... im like its my life... and keith makes me happy.. im not gonna sacrifice my happiness cuz it causes tension between frends...
butyeah... and everyone is soo sad and depressed and im happy.. andi feel bad talkin bout y im happy... but i dunno.. i just wish every1 would get over shit and just be happy...
but yeah... i should get off now lol... i got laundry to do... tomorro equals work at target from 1-6ish... but yeah. then scool and sum more work and then thursday is super nintendo and fun times in the blazer with keith lol... im really glad we are taking shit slow... its nice not feeling rushed or feeling like we have to do shit cuz every1 else is... we are both on the same level... which is nice lol... im just happy he accepts me for me.. he knows i smoke and everything.. he doesn't care for the smoking but he isn't tryin to make me quit.... and that almost makes me want to quit lol.. if i felt like i could at this ppoint i would... but right now... part of me feels like it is sort of a lifeline of sum sort lol... i dunno... the fact is i don't want to quit and keith isn't forcing me... cuz i told him that i wasn't goin to make promises i couldn't keep.... and if i promised him i would quit... i know at this point it wouldn't work and i would end up hurting him ... ive been through that before and im not about to go back... lolbut yeah
thats enough for now lol... i just felt the need to share the new boy with the livejournal world.. but mostly i haven't LJed in over a week lol it was about time for an update lol... newho imout