Jan 03, 2003 04:58
OK so today Erin and I had planned to go out to lunch and go shopping so I waited and waited for her to call me so then i called her cell her house and finally got online and she got on then she called me and said she had to babysit. I was like o ok well thatnks for letting me know as soon as you found out. Normally thhis wouldn't make me mad but Carson called and was like do you want to go out and i was like well i have plans with Erin and I can't cancel (I know she would have been pissed if I had canceled with her for Carson). This was b 4 Erin ever called me so I could have gone out with my boy but I was being considerate towards a friend. So anyways my mum let me have the car and i went to the mall alone. I felt like such a loser. Man i want to see Carson now. I'm such a loser i'm so head over heels for him. Like i haven't been this happy with a guy in a long time. But i'm gonna jet xoxo