Christmas is here!!!
YAY its finally christmas. My family needed this so badly. We've been fighting a lot lately. So thats why i've been working a lot lately just to get outta the house. But so far today is great no fights!!! I got a new stero system that I needed badly my was so old and ghetto, the i got a watch, a few CD, a new coat and my Vinilla body spray. I love that stuff its the greatest. Wow ok yesterday Carson came to see me at work and everything was cool b/c i was leaving to fill up everyone's drinks so he walked with me and i was happy to be with him but he had to jet so he kissed me bye then said "I love you" SCARY SCARY thing for me to hear. I felt like saying i'm happy to be with you to but i don't love you. I like you but not love. I donno i guess guys just use the word in a looser sence then i do. I won't say it unless i mean it. espically to a guy i'm dating. BUt anyways i'm trying not to get scared away as usual b/c i like him and theres something different about him. But anyways i hope everyone has a wonderful christmas!!!! XOXO