Dec 17, 2008 22:26
Scary times.
I wish I had someone to talk to, some relief. I wish I didn't have to be strong and be a crutch. I wish I could start my life now and have a job. I wish there was food in the house. I'm always hungry now. The only time I can get food is if someone feeds me. I never thought in a million years that I would go hungry because we couldn't afford food. I'm glad I've helped others in need, I'm glad I never took what I have for granted. I wish I knew what was going to happen to my family in the near future. But those selfish pricks won't tell anyone what's going on or what's going to happen in the future. They want their work done, and for everyone to leave when the work is done. Why do some people get to have their cake and eat it too? I'm worried about myself, I'm worried about my family. How is this a recession and not a depression? This seems to be a depression for me. Can't even afford to see a doctor if I need to. I wish someone could fully understand how I feel, and how scared I am. I wish someone could help. I have so much hope and promise for Obama, and God I hope he doesn't turn out to be a let down. I hope to God he can fix this mess-too many people on the streets and hungry.