Feb 09, 2006 18:33
Lately I've been, dare I say, happy.
I feel like I've grown up a lot, and like I'm really figuring out who I am. This is the first time that I've really been making friends and figuring out what I like on my own. I never realized how dependent I was on a relationship before. Of course, now that I don't want a relationship right now, here comes another one. I'm trying to avoid the actual relationship, but at this point it seems inevitable, and I'm not one to throw away something that could be wonderful.
I just wish that this had happened when I wasn't in school because I do feel like I'm neglecting my studies.
Closing thought: nobody posts anymore. have we all gotten too old?